Well... Summer '08 hasn't been the best of summers, but it's holding it's own! This summer I definately think that I've grown as a person. I have a wonderful boyfriend, Joseph, who I'm trying to see as much as possible, but with School and a full time job, it's kinda hard.
Work ~ I work full time this summer at a screening company, where we make T-shirts. I work on the second shift from 3-11pm Monday-Friday, and I work right in front of an 875 degree dryer!
School ~ I'm at CCP for summer courses in Biology, and I've actually learned of some other things that I want to do in life. SHOCKING I know. I think that I'm just ready to go back to Cabrini. I really miss the people, and I'm really excited to be and RA this year!
Well that about says it all! Tomorrow I'm going down to the shore with Joseph and his family again, and it's going to be such an amazing time! THen next Sunday we're going to se Mamma Mia at the Acedemy
So I haven't entered in a while.....and like Bridget said, "I have nothing to complain about" Lol it's true I haven't.....things are great. Things are moving along with music, I'm really trying to work hard, just piano alone is overwhelming, but then I think of other people, and the things that they have to do, so I'm really not that big of a deal. What else.....lol I've been offered a couple jobs over the past few days, but I can't take them cause I don't have time, and I need to keep on top of my school work. For the most part, the only class I think that I'm having trouble with is spanish, but yea whatever. I'm also trying to drop Trig/PreCalc cause i really don't have a teacher.
..........If I wear a mask I can fool the world
So yea, there have been somethings that I have been thinking of a lot lately, and I need to make a decision about one of them inparticular, and I just don't know what to say to myself......or other people for that matter.
..........You may think you see who I really am
There are somethings that I do, that I need to change, and yes Bridget, you mentioned one. There are other things that i have to change first.
..........There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time..........
"She makes you want to drowned yourself in a bottle of water". . . i think that's my new favorite quote